Living up to people's expectation

              It's hard sometimes when people expects a lot from you.When they believe in you more than you believe in yourself.It happens to me a lot lately.It's very flattering and I'm grateful,but on the other hand,it scares me so because these people put a lot of faith in me but somehow I find it hard to believe that I'm capable to the things that they are sure that I can do.Make sense?What do they see in me that I just don't?When I look in the mirror,I see this ugly thing looking back at me.This pathetic thing that is just trying to live in this big world.That is me.I'm just this girl who is boring,who finds solace in books and songs.Who likes being alone,who doesn't go out much.Right now,I've got my hands full with responsibilities.Living up to people's expectation.I hope in my heart that I will be able to do all these things,succeed and not make a fool of myself in the process.Breathe in,breathe out and hope that everything goes well.To the one up there:"I'll fit him into my busy schedule.I promise!!".